whew. so the other day i posted on a SMART recovery forum about how i’d signed up for facilitator training but haven’t heard anything. one of the training people was directed to my post, and went back and checked. sure enough, he found it. he has no idea why it didn’t show up, and blamed the “internet gremlins.” he apologized profusely and offered to put me down on the june training that begins on may 20. i replied and told him there was no need to apologize, i understand these things happen (also, FUCK YOU MERCURY RETROGRADE), and that i’d love to be placed in the next session. soooooo…I START MY TRAINING ON MAY 20!!!!! which also happens to be the big kid’s 16th birthday!
i’ve been trying to write this post for three days, and all i have is the above paragraph. i did have quite a bit at one point, ranting, then later on, i wasn’t in that mood anymore and deleted it. nothing i said quite seemed to fit. but i was determined to finish it.
three years ago, i stumbled upon a blog post about childhood cancer and how people could shave their heads and raise money. so i googled it, and right away i signed up without hesitation. i called my husband and he thought i was crazy. everyone hated the idea of me having a shaved head, but couldn’t really say anything about it because it’s obviously for a good thing.
i was so nervous. not to shave my head, but for one, i didn’t know ANYONE at the event. i just signed up for an event closest to my home. two, it was at a church. not a witches favorite place to be. and no, it didn’t burn down when i went in…lol i ave my head shaved took a friend and my big kid. it went well, and i had a good time. and i enjoyed having a shaved head so much, that when the next year came around, i signed up again. i swore that i was going to let my hair grow out, and so i signed up to shave it once again.
saturday is the big day. for the third year in a row, i’m going to walk in and have my head shaved. i haven’t ever had enough hair to donate, so i shave my head for donations. it goes to a good cause, as every three minutes a child is diagnosed with some form of cancer, and unfortunately only 4% of cancer research goes to childrens cancer.
st baldricks is a wonderful organization, and i’m so glad i found them. here is my link if you would like to donate. every little bit helps, even if its only a dollar!!